Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Private Practice as good as Grey's Anatomy!!!! MUST WATCH

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Grief

hey,

Today is the day i feel that sense of utter sadness overwhelming me. Today is the day i truly understand the meaning of Loss. Today is the day where i found out that i've lost someone. She was my friend. A good friend. I knew her since Sec 1, we talked and laughed about stuff. She always seem so happy, but deep down inside her, a demon was growing, slowly growing bigger and bigger each day. At first, she could still masked it by her cheerfulness. Then came a day where it consumed her, it hit her like a stroke, never to fully recover. That 'it' was Depression.

We're all worried about her. We waited for her to come back happily to us, to overcome that monster. but it didn't happen. Today, we gt the news. hopefully she's at a better place now. Maybe she has found that peace she'd really wanted.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Dreaming: Will A Goal Become An Obsession?

Hey ppl!

Recently just watched a really compelling show which really set me thinking about those ppl who actually dream. Dream as in dare to dream big to work towards what he/she wants in his or her life. Is it good or bad?
This show is about two rookie magicians trying to succeed in their profession.Both of them love the art of magic but what really sets them apart is their way of showcasing the art.
One is a natural magician, who can create any trick to showcase but he can't attract the crowd as he dosen't know how to dress it up. Lets call him A
The other one is the exact opposite. No talent but good showcase. Lets call him B
During their rookie days, something tragic happened. That incident set off something in B. It made him want to beat A in the profession. So many things happened. Both A &B wanted so much for themselves that it resulted in the lost of lives. In the end, the twist was the part they had everyone saying "WOW, didn't see that coming"

But my main point is, what was the film trying to potray?Obsession. Is wanting too much good or bad?
It's good in a sense that it shows that one knows what he/she wants for their lives. And if they acheived their dreams, then to them it will be a satisfaction- the focal point of their lives.

It's also bad. Why? Wanting to acheive something great takes courage to sacrifice many things, friends, love, family, lives etc. If one works so hard for that job that he becomes obsessed with doing well, then there will be no doubt that he would stoop low and then come at ur back to stab u at the back, to sabotage u. All of that for a big promotion. All of that to give u a black mark and
to get less competitors for the job. But there's a good part. Just like in the movie, the guy suffered in the end. Even if you managed to climb that high up the ladder by pushing ppl off, chances of you falling harder is higher. when you are at the top of the ladder, the only way to go would be down and someone you pushed down the ladder will climb back up and pull you down harder.

Think bout it, is getting what you want by scheming the best thing? Even if you succeed in it, will you be happy? is losing all your friends, your love ones worth the cost?Obsession is like a half god half devil, best fall on the god side, and it will help you acheive greater heights the proper way. Fall into the devil side and it will present you with so much evil that it will consume you. and when it spits you out, there will be no turning back.

Monday, October 10, 2005

Life

Ever thought that everything in life is ironic? i have yes and no to it. One day when u walk down the street wif the worse outfit of ur life and a really handsome knockout guy comes walking up to u and ask u out, thats ironic. but thats life, opposites attract!!! i watched two movies(rather old) and i found that the female leads in the movies asked this question, !whats ur favourite sexual position?" Funny why women ask that.
Cleared the heaviest hundle of da year. Man was that neat!
Watched one tree hill, great show. better then OC. i lurve Peyton, she rulez for life!!! Hope i get to catch her in TRL! =)

Top 6 movies in my list:
6th:The Pirates of the Carribean( The Curse of the Black Pearl)
5th: Mr and Mrs Smith
4th:PhoneBooth
3rd:Van Helsing
2nd: Troy
1st: The Italian Job

never watch chick flicks, it'll jus kill u of boredrum

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

our world

Hi. Think it’s been some time since I send an update. Wat do I want to say? I love my country. It’s safe to live here as we do not have many natural disasters and our army are pretty power pact too! Which brings us to the next topic: War
War is something that anyone with the right mind would want to avoid at all cost. Majority of the ppl have this GOOD mentality. But there is this small number of ppl who have a different set of mentality. These usually harbor evil and cruel intentions. They usually do things that are scary just to grab the government and the ppl’s attention. They might even do those things juz to start a War!
All these actions put many ppl in deep fear and anxiety each day. So wat should we do? We must be Resilient! Never be afraid! We must stand as one and fight them! Then only we will succeed in driving them out of this world. Gd day ppl!

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Another view

Have u ever wondered how is it like when u are left alone somewhere in ths particular island or place where u have nothing at all to rely on? The same concept aplies to the situation where freinds betray u, dun give a damn bout u? SO... Whats the cause of all this? Is it urself?Are u urself the ONE whos causing all the problems?Think bout it.
I read something on the papers and it said something bout life. WELL, the acticle itself states another totally different view bout savings life. u know the incident a few years ago where a pair of Nepal twins got separated from an operation in Singapore. Well ... the thing is that now their parents got an divorce and everything's a mess in that family. WHY? Beocz of the twins! it's becoz they can't handle them as they are vegetables. They can't move at all They need to rely on people for their survival!!! So this docter wrote into the furom and question that why should they be saved? Being saved just made things worse for them!!!It this fair for them? What would happen to them when they grow up? Of coz there would be ppl objecting to my views and say "One musn't give up hope. As long as they live, there would be light in their lives" But i disagree that this saying totally on this point!!! Why must they live when U know that they are going to suffer for their WHOLE GOD DAMN LIVES??? Why let them suffer? Do u know that when they grow up and have their own thinking, They themselves would hate u for letting them live! they themselves would know that they are suffering and a BURDEN the the society!!!!! They will feel Outcast!!! My point would be, why not let them die in a natural way? PEACEFULLY?? Dun let them know that they are suffering. Like the chinese saying " It's better the end the pain earlier then end it late" Think bout it, if u were in their shoes, would u want to suffer FOR THE REST OF UR LIFE?

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Bad Day

Sometimes, things in life are kind of hard to get. For example, u want this really nice thing u saw somewhere in World Of Sports but.... trouble is....Money??? Afraid of Being suan by friends??? Parents??? Most likely it would be Money as the things u like are usually.... Expensive... But u can't blame ppl rite??? It's nature tat ppl like Ex stuff.... How bout the second properable Reason, after u buy this so call nice item... u go to school on the second day and ppl see and start laughing...WHY??? Coz to them it's OUTDATED LIAO!!!! Tat bad rite??? And the worst thin tat can happen to u when u get home feelin sad of ur "Expensive and laughed at purchase" And ur mom or dad sees it, " Aiyo... Ah BOY/GIRL ah...... Buy tat outstentasous lookin thing for wat..... Waste ur money and MY money!!!! Haizz....ppl take my word ...when u buy stuff, try get somethin cheaper AND nice lookin too lah hoh JUZ to avoid the three stupid situation.... Coz i've been through it and it totally Suk big time....Gd dAy...